Big Disco
[2006]




Live at the Belmont

[2010]

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The hardest part of today; stop, rewind, hit play.
Back here once again with nothing more to say.
Tossing you back and forth in my head.
Clock ticking to remind me.
Many times this like tomorrow.
Broken eyes can't shut to save me now.

Watching you, watching me, watching our cemetery.
Where my feelings go when they're through... wasted thoughts, I waste on you.
Take a retrospective glance at all the time that has come to pass.
No single song, no single word, a single voice never to be heard.

Laying thoughts on a dashboard.
Rain drops reflecting on a face.
Never was much for conversation.
Never was much for anything.

Lines and rows, rows and lines.
Questions asked, no reasons why.
Concentrate to close my eyes all I see are all just lies.

Dig a hole to throw me in.
Pick a fight that I can't win.
Pack it tight so I can't breathe.
Broke and beat when the end of me.


I got a new deception its for you and me.
It will make us happy though we could never be.
It was made through movement but you wont notice a thing.
Just take this new drug no more suffering.

Roll over
Roll over with me

I've got a new idea it's something you can't see.
It lives in the air (now) it's something you could breathe.
But you would never notice it's all to easy.
Just listen to yourself listen to yourself breathe.

I've got a new addiction, breathe life into me.
I need this more than you... more than you need me.
Put on a brand new mask now something for you to see.
I left you far behind back there with me.


Concentrating on your features
My mind plays like an all night theater.
Reruns in make believe.
Head like a reel-to-reel projection screen.

Head like a brick wall
To dense to think.
Didn't matter anyway.
Not necessary.


A true discourse.
It's a hell of a thing...
We were too young, we didn't realize we didn't know a thing.
Start acting out on all of this...
Putting ourselves in some frantic state.
Where once ten thousand people stand only four or five remain.

And every side is just as fucked up.
(They're) too young to know a thing.
And your minds so full of feelings yet somehow reason escapes.
With these arms I could rule the word...
I could make it a better place.
I could see peace and happiness, a calmness on every face.
And like a breeze of wisdom this knot of healing fades.
We tie a people to the ground but this memory remains.

Now you "stand united" with the ignorant and vain.
Just move your tongues together now...
Are the messages the same?
When two define the contrast do you measure good by pain?
Do you relate words through movements?
Would you just claim down and think?

Through all this time you lived you never learned a thing.
In these eyes no wisdom, no nothing not a thing.
Could you still deny it?
Are the messages the same?
I came face to face with reason and the one who's never named.


My little gas light, tiny heater, breathe me in a little deeper.
Tell me what I'm suppose to do, don't kick me down just pull me through.
This crappy job, the shit we do to make a life for me and you.
Everyday we go down deeper.
Everyday with my tiny heater.

We'll tie her up and pin her down and pull her hair back from the ground.
Your little light still flickering, the air still warm inside of me.
We'll walk on glass with faint surprise 'cause in your mind we're always glowing.
My little gas light flickering breathe me in a little deeper.

Tell me does my mind deceive, or was that just on TV?
Did you make up your mind?
Just push that all aside.
In this fucked reality you don't know what to believe.

My little gas light, tiny heater, breathe me in a little deeper.
Tell me what I'm suppose to know...
What pain there was you'll never know.
My ugly face, my pitiful life
If you aren't disgusted they're probably lies.
Songs I wrote as punishment to a world whom I haven't met.

A sky I saw just yesterday made me think that maybe we should give each other another chance
To open up and take a glance.
Don't try to talk, don't try to move
Let's work it out, I thought you knew...
These hurtful words you spoke to me
In south dakota is where you killed me.

Maybe if I had another chance I could sing and maybe watch you dance.
Maybe all this time on my mind has begun to make me unwind.
But when you left apart of me died into the heat of my hands.


{ Instrumental }


Look at me tell me there's not something wrong.
Face down I forgot my words.
Mutter - mutter, walk away now.
It's not the first time anyway.

I see you decided to show up.
At least a part of you anyway.
We could never find the full you.
Black out.
Another day.

What have we got here boy?
I look at you and you look so afraid.
Afraid of everything inside of you.
Afraid of your thoughts.... you make them go away.
What an awkward child.


Listen to that instrumental
It's so full of sentimental.
Something that I long to be
Just a taste of how it feels to be free....
Which I will never be.

Dig that Coltrane melody
From somewhere deep inside of me.
Seven notes and I see
Just a taste of how it feels to be free....
Which I will never be.

Dig it?


You always find away to getaway from it.
You always find away to find away to get it all.
You're never on top, you're never on the bottom.
You're never on start escape to find it all.
Find away to find me... find yourself in all.
Find away to look deep inside your mind.
Get up in the morning drink a cup of coffee.
Drink a little tea to sooth and ease you're eyes.

Time to change your mind.
Time to restock change it all.
Time to change your mind.
Time to restock, just push it off.

You're never on top- you never hit bottom.
You're never on time so push it off, so push it off.
Find away to find me when you find away to...
Grow up, wake up, make up your fucking mind.

You always find away to get away from it.
You always find away to find away to get it all.
You're never on top, you're never on bottom.
You're never on start escape to find it all.

Just when you thought you were getting ahead
You had to turn around, turn back and turn it back down.
Turn back in time to tear down that wall.
You've gotta get away someway and leave it all.

You always find away to getaway from it.
You always find away to find away to get it all.
You're never on top, you're never on the bottom.
You're never on start escape to find it all.
Find away to find me and find yourself in all.
Find away to look deep inside your mind.
Get up in the morning drink a cup of coffee.
Drink a little tea to sooth and ease you're eyes.

Closing up to close up, push away the problem.
Deal with this and others in do time.
Dig down deeper push yourself deep down...
Deeper into your fucking mind.
Think about the answers, Think about the reasons why.
Think about each other exploring our minds.
Think about away to think away to stop it all.
Think away to grow, expand our tiny minds.






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